Sunday, January 10, 2010

never enough

So, it’s been one day shy of a year since I’ve posted anything in this blog. Its really funny how much can change in a year:

-Graduate from college, and swear an end to formal education.

-Buy an adult sized bed.

-Get a cat.

-Swear, “I’ll never sleep with that man again, and I’ll stop making out with people from The Pink!”

-Get new job(s).

-Get new boyfriend(singular).

-Move home.

-Get into grad school.

-Move away.

I’m starting to seriously speculate that I got carried away trying to get some life I thought was unattainable, not because it would make me happy but just for the purpose of proving I could do it. Maybe I’m not happy because people are conditioned to never feel happy; maybe I’ve conditioned myself not to be happy.

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